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Sheri Nicole Karstok
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A New World

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So, my son is three weeks old, and I could not be happier to have him in my life. Hell, I couldn't be happier! To celebrate him not only am I taking massive amounts of pictures but I will be starting a children's book. This will be a real challenge for me, I've tried to start one in the past but always gave up on it. Not this time. I will be patient and calm, I feel the time is right to mediate on the subject. I know it will take me some time, which is fine. I just promise myself I will not abandon it again.
Ideas and thoughts would be most helpful!!! Thanks
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So yea, I've been away for a very long ass time. Going on 7 and a half months with baby in my belly! Very excited and all that. Almost as exciting is that I have started writing again!! I am currently trying to finish a story I started like almost ten years ago. I am just happy that everything is falling into place for it. I don't know about other people, I write the most and my best when I have music to listen to. I know some people have issues with the lyrics interrupting with their story but I never have that problem. They just become apart of the music and kinda become the background. It helps me clear out everything else and then its just me and the blank pages in front of me, no distractions.
  *sigh* I love it, and hopefully i will get this story done within the year. And yea I know baby on the way, but im not worried, I got a great man to help me and I dont care what people say. Its my life and I will see how things unfold, you cannot go by others experience and think 'damn, that's what it's gonna be like for me?' you just cant do that, everyone is different and react differently. so i will go about my business and hope for the best! :) never know, i may just get lucky.
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New life

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so i found out thursday that i am around 7 weeks pregnant!! I'm soo happy and excited!!! of course there's the slight fear of the unknown anyone saying they weren't nervous of scared is either a fool or lying. but i have great friends and family for support, not to mention my bestest bud is a "new" mom so i'm gonna bug her like crazy for everything!!! lol, so don't be surprised if tons of pics of my belly show up, or just plain weirdness, more then usual. lol okay that's it for now, i'm off to spend the weekend at birthday parties!!!
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............this is the very first time in my life the blade has looked so good
.....................i understand now
.........................happiness is a fleeing thing
.............................................................i hate myself for i made a mistake
...............................................too bad i can't remember what is was
......................................you will never forgive me for dying will you
.....................................................i see
.....................................you should have put the blade in long ago
........................................i won't let go
..................................................................i still love you
..........................................................................................................................you silly thing
..........................................i'll take my life to ensure your happiness
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...............................................goodbye
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how many times must we sit across from each other at the round table of illusion before you see that i truly absolutely hate you? i can't stand the sight of you any longer and wish you would just go and die. But you don't and all i can do to make it through the wreckage of my life is to cover you will a cloth and avoid all other reflective surfaces....
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