Absolute Irony

Tell me I can do this
That it will all get easier
Lie and say the worse is over
The sun will rise to greet the day
And all will be at peace
I can turn away from the rumble and debris
I can forgot the blood and the tears
I can suppress the screams of revulsion forever
I can if you command it so
My will is your play thing, I am your puppet
Please have me obey your orders
Do not cut my strings
Do not release me from this sentence
Do not allow my freedom
Not now, not ever
I do not want to feel this
Take me and make me paralyzed
Take my grief and leave me an empty shell of disarrayed emotions...